All Roses Bloom and Fade

(in memory of Conor Cummings, 11.7.92 – 4.7.08)
He smiles, too tired to stay,
His voice falls thin and shrill;
All roses bloom and fade
When laughter turns astray
And hands press their goodwill,
He smiles, too tired to stay
Hard hourglass turns the day,
Forced hope turns into drill;
He smiles, too tired to stay,
When medicines betray,
His flesh burns with a chill –
All roses bloom and fade
Hearts shattered while we pray –
He climbs one last good hill;
All roses bloom and fade
In sunken face of gray,
Life slopes away until
He smiles, too tired to stay –
All roses bloom and fade
— t. l. cummings
Image by the author
(a version of a Villanelle)
Such a poignant, beautifully written poem… I know this loss and empathize.
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So very sad and moving.
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I felt this so deeply in my heart. I am so sorry for your loss
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Thank you. He would have been 25 years old Nov. 7 (Tuesday). He was 15 1/2 when he died. It doesn’t matter how much time passes, it will always hurt.
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Some wounds do not heal. That kind of loss I would expect would hurt forever. I am so sorry. I’m sure the passing of his birthday brought up so many memories.
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It always does. But always the good memories, when he was healthy. How lucky we were to have had him as our son.
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Heart achingly beautiful.
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Thank you, Melissa.
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